| Decomposition |
[Feb. 26th, 2006|03:33 pm] |
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Everything is slowly decomposing into small particles on Earth. People, rocks, and all our resources will break up and eventually collect into one big Earth. Do then all the planets collect as well? |
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| How to make your mark.. |
[Jan. 2nd, 2006|01:18 pm] |
One way to make some easy cash when I got out of college.......
Sonic study.... massive party where I invite people from all "Geographic NJ locations" I invite a chef from sonic to cook the hamburgers JUST HOW THEY ARE COOKED AT SONIC... I get sonic to sponsor me some slushies... I have these people fill out cards ranking the hamburgers and the slushies.... (which flavors they liked best) and where they are from.... I talk to them what they would rather have and how often they would eat at sonic... INVITE FAMILY MEMBERS.. young kids need to eat too and they often convince their mom whats for dinner!!!!! |
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| script |
[Oct. 21st, 2005|03:47 pm] |
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Possible movie or book script: God created the universe, it is a big program, with codes. We input actions and we get out output actions. (for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction) This would be the story of a man who found an exploit in the code. (What would the exploit be?) Where to go from this? |
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| Program Idea |
[Oct. 19th, 2005|09:00 pm] |
M e D HoCkeY (8:23:12 PM): well basically.. i read that page and it said that the brain is almost perfect.. very effecient at storing images
M e D HoCkeY (8:23:15 PM): and recalling them
M e D HoCkeY (8:23:41 PM): so it might be cool to make a program where u type something out and it translates it into a slide show or movie
M e D HoCkeY (8:23:52 PM): like lets say I have to remember a scene from a play
M e D HoCkeY (8:24:09 PM): I type up the scene.. and it would play the scene
M e D HoCkeY (8:24:16 PM): to the best of its abilities
M e D HoCkeY (8:24:22 PM): of course it would have to be refined
M e D HoCkeY (8:24:31 PM): like if there were character descriptions or something
M e D HoCkeY (8:24:45 PM): and then it could extend as well to a tool to study facts and statistics
M e D HoCkeY (8:25:00 PM): like if I were to say the average salinity of the worlds oceans are 35 PPT
M e D HoCkeY (8:25:18 PM): it would generate a picture of the ocean with 35 salt particles
M e D HoCkeY (8:25:24 PM): in it
M e D HoCkeY (8:25:31 PM): and maybe have the text 35/1000
M e D HoCkeY (8:25:44 PM): what are ur thoughts on this? |
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| The Mind |
[May. 11th, 2005|04:06 pm] |
The mind has been my new brain buster... A question that came up in my head today is that we think in our language we are most comfortable in... Why must we think in a language? It is strange... because I think that we wouldn't need to think in a language, we could just think thoughts... and we would understand... this brings up a weird situation, it makes me feel as if we are more separated from our mind then we think... to take it further and to enter a semi-state of paranoyia, this could suggest that our brains think for us? But noone wants to hear of lack of free will, but this can suggest it, someone is transfering thoughts to our brain. Scary ass thought, I don't like it, but its a thought.
On other topics, I am entering a depressed state once again. I am not motivated, and I really have nothing to work towards, my grades are slipping a little bit, but not quite noticeable to most. Still decent grades. I want to find a motivation to do work, I am once again on the search for something that satisfies me. I am unsatisfied once again with the idea of working, and being stuck in the norm of society, and dieing. Although recently I have been thinking that our conception of death must be incorrect. Unless my mind idea was right, whereas we don't have much free will, then the whole end would mean nothing to anything, because nothing was started. Anyway on the topic of death, I think it cannot be final. Number one it is quite too depressing to be final, which anyone who uses logic to figure things out would laugh at this statement, as I am laughing at myself right now, because this is the first time I admitted to using feelings to favor me towards an idea. I must find something out.. I don't know what it is.. I am searching for something, and it's actually depressing that I don't know what I'm looking for. People may think its the answer to why we are here, how we are here, or any of that... That may be it.. but I don't feel thats entirely what I'm searching for.. My search will continue, because I can not move on, it has been always comming back, maybe taking a rest for a week or so, but it always comes back and bothers me, gets in my way of living a normal life. I don't know whether I like this or not, makes me feel special, but at the same time I feel may ruin me someday if I fail in my search. Of course this ruin perspective would be other people's perspective, because I would feel ruined even if I did live a normal life, because this feeling keeps nudging me. Now I'm thinking once again I'm thinking too much. Strange sentence. I need to think I believe I need to access more of my brain somehow. I want to access it, does somebody need to grant me access? Is it locked away? This could be entirely possible if something has some type of control over us. I need answers. I hate feelings, I love feelings. I wish I could not care AT ALL what people thought when I act like this or say anything remotely like this.. The idea pops up that if I were to even bring a shred of this to any public audience, they would just laugh, and I would feel bummed out. Although I wish I didn't feel bummed out, because I like abstract to norm thinking.
I do not write in this to entertain anyone, nor do I believe anyone is reading this, because it is just thoughts. I do not write in a normal format as to make it easier to read because I don't even read this myself, its just to help me express what I'm thinking and possibly reference at a later point.
I am sooo frustrated and depressed, not at anyone, not at society, at myself. I cannot accept society as much as I wish I could strive to become rich, get married, and leave a legacy, and be happy, and die. I cannot be satisfied with that, I cannot be satisfied with a legacy, I need to be self satisfied. I believe I am weak, and possibly semi-paranoid. I don't want help, because I don't believe in being adjusted to the norm of society, even if drugs could help me kill my brain I would be soo depressed with this thought still in the back of my mind locked up. I have no idea what to do, I feel I waste every moment of my life and am delaying things because I do not know what I am looking for, or how to look for it. This is an ultimate depression. Depression where you are looking for something but you don't know what it is or how to look for it. You need it and it eats up your insides.
I just had a spark idea, creative writing may be a good hobby of mine. If people are interested I think I may be able to spark creativity through my feelings and intrigue people through poems, or possibly stories with hidden meanings. I feel as if I need all the free time I can get because it allows me to search more for it. I think a high paying, low hour, fast retirable, job would be good. Make a ton of money so I am happy with the things I have and don't have to worry about money. Do this fast, within years, and retire, then the search continues? I feel as if I need to search now, and I cannot concentrate on anything with this idea eating my insides. I want to scream out I need help, but I don't know if I do. I am not suicidal or anything, I do not hurt myself in any way shape or form over this, possibly through grades and mental depression. But it is occasional. I don't know if I want this to go away, if it did I would be scared. I feel weak, I feel insignificant, I need to SATISFY MYSELF. I need to find satisfaction, and I don't know what satisfaction is so how can I achieve it!!! I feel as every moment I waste, through school, when I sit doing nothing, through everything, it is meaningless in my search. Although I learn very interesting things in school I do not know if it is meaningful to what I am trying to achieve. I am soo flustered, so frustrated I feel like sitting around and doing nothing until I know what I am looking for and how I should go about looking for it... Actually new idea, possibly I do not need to know what I am looking for.. just how to look for it. I would and most likely will dedicate "my life" to this search, I just wish someone could relate to me on this, but I feel as though I am alone. I need some help with this search, but I don't know of anyone who can relate. Maybe tons of people can relate, but I don't know..... holy shit.. I'm done I can't concentrate on my hw, I can't do anything... I just sit here wasting my time, I NEEEEEED GUIDANCE. |
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| Color |
[Mar. 21st, 2005|04:04 pm] |
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Oh light, how tricky you are. Right now we are studying how different materials reflect and absorb different light frequencies I think it is... Not sure if it is based on frequency, but this doesn't exactly make sense because light has all f'ed up frequencies and time dilation with constancy of speed, it's nasty, I will have to check up with Mr. V on this one. |
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| Hmm |
[Mar. 20th, 2005|06:40 pm] |
Beofre I go on the search, I must first be satisfied in "everything", but living without the answer. Although... satisfaction is impossible, is that why this search is so hard, to clear your mind you must be satisfied with everything but the lack of the truth. No, no, to wait for satisfaction is to lie to yourself, satisfaction will never come without the answer, and you can never be "nearly" satisfied without the answer.
Stop making up lies for yourself, be stronger and set limits AND FOLLOW THESE LIMITS!
Patience is not a virtue, it is an excuse. |
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| Public Knowledge |
[Mar. 20th, 2005|06:12 pm] |
Alright more reminders para yo.
Sleep depravation will be full fledged come summer, it would be amazing to find a partner to perform this with, but I fear it will fly solo.
Performing any job in society will not give you the answers. Hackers search for what they call the truth, but the real truth not even the government knows. It is all around us, inside us, everywhere. To find this truth, you can't hack a computer, you must hack your mind. To understand the mind is to understand one small piece in the puzzle of life. If you hack your mind, you can open your mind, and you will be able to notice everything, even the things your mind filters out. You are taught to work one way, you must teach yourself otherwise to fulfill your potential. |
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| Length Contraction |
[Mar. 20th, 2005|10:01 am] |
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Interesting thought, could the apparent "length dilation" be from our eyes only able to process "x" amount of frames per second? Could this be misleading us? |
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| Time Dilation and Nie ts Nie |
[Mar. 16th, 2005|07:37 pm] |
Einstein is wrong. Sorry, he is, I cannot prove it yet, but I do have some theory. Some words from his name. "never ts? never" : nie ts nie, "rivet sneeze?" : niet snie, possibly, but need other German definitions. Rivet is an interesting word that can be applied to physics in some complicated way I'm sure, but snie, I'm sure it has a previous meaning, or is it taken literal and a sneeze could mean possibly a glitch, or jolt, or something of that effect? Anywho, enough with the name anagrams... Now on to the main event; Time Dilation.
Time dilation is imaginary, but at the same time if you believe everything is relative when something accelerated you could just say it was always going the same speed, just time slowed down... Here is my theory, Light does not travel at a constant velocity, wow what a bold statement. The reason our calculations work is because it is actually accelerating, possibly in connection with the whole universe accelerating? OR possibly the universe is not accelerating at all, just light. I need the math background and more knowledge on this area and I think it may be possible to support a light accelerating velocity... I will probably be assasinated by some hardcore underground Einstein society if I even come microscopically near to proving this. I feeeeeel strength in it, and just the whole idea of time dilation does not sit with me, but since everything is relative we can change the time instead of the velocity and it works, but realistically it is the velocity! I will revisit this theory sometime in the future.
P.S. I decided one of my dream jobs would be a matter recreater and transferer, I would prefer not to work for some business that would make this product into profit, but more a government, or personal organization (if I ever scrounge up the funds somehow), that would use this to expand our knowledge and better the world. Whatever people make, other people turn it into weapons, I'd be too scared to see people sending over bombs or something to that effect to let this product be mainstream public. |
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| Started off with a cool quote ended with an update. |
[Mar. 2nd, 2005|04:44 pm] |
Cool quote or saying I just thought up: "It is always much easier to create something new then to understand something new because to create something new you must already understand it."
Everything isn't meant for everyone. Another cool saying.
Well here's an update on my life:
1.) For some strange reason my teachers want to meet with me on Friday at 1:30 to talk about "my plan" with the pre-calc/calc and AP physics and all that. Mrs. Klesak called my father to talk to him about this meeting for some reason, I don't really like it because it was sort of a plan I was keeping low-key so if anyone was against it they wouldn't have a strong chance to stop it. It's alright though I guess because one way or another I'm really determined to learn this Calculus and get into AP Physics. Worst comes to worst, as long as Mrs. Klesak doesn't turn on me which I really doubt she would, I can teach it to myself by getting the books or whatever and take the test even if they don't want me to go to AP Physics. Hopefully it won't be that hard and this meeting won't make this process that much harder. Well we'll see Friday.
2.) Gonna check with Mr. Valente tommorrow to see if he's cool with me talking about the Liberty Science Center thing in my speach.
3.) What else that's important, nothing really important just small things. I guess the checklist for the next few months for me would be to work with Mrs. Johns on the research paper that supposedly she really liked, but the notecards and all that were a little ugly. Get that creative writing piece done by march 13th or whenever its due I can't remember right now. I guess I have to start planning for when I'm going to start that student council speach. I guess a good date would be the day after I hand in my research paper because Mrs. Johns said it would be within two months. I have to start comming up with new ideas for that speach. Also with the speach I have to talk to Mrs. Hoffman about the polls and see if she's cool with that, possibly also running the Liberty Science Center idea past Dr. Christopher after Mr. Valente also, let me ask Mr. V about that though. If this meeting goes smoothly I will hopefully start the tutoring once Mr. Stoye gets Brians drill schedule, I will drill through that and make sure I know IT ALL in precalc and then we'll see about Calculus. Alright I'm reading like Chapter 13 + 14 for Math because Mr. Stoye said it's required for pre-calc, will give an update after Friday... |
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| Note To Self. |
[Mar. 2nd, 2005|04:42 pm] |
After admittance, take "J" with me, for reasons I have planned in my head. If you aren't me don't try to figure this out because I guarentee you have NO idea even remotely correct to what I am talking about. This is my crazy mind at work and you could never figure this out, and it may be total mental retardation, or complete genius...
ON a much easier note to self, remember to copy all your entries before you post them because of that read only shit where I would lose my whole post.
-- haha it was in read only when I hit submit, this time, but I had it copied. |
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| For personal reference |
[Mar. 1st, 2005|12:24 pm] |
This next line is for personal reference so I do not forget at a later date..
"I will change the world, all I ask of you is to teach me how." (or to give me the tools to) |
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| <3 Stoyedawg |
[Feb. 22nd, 2005|04:03 pm] |
This is Mr. Stoye owning me:
M e D HoCkeY: hello Mr. Stoye
(JuzTestin is typing)
M e D HoCkeY: have you got a moment?
JuzTestin signed off at 4:01:27 PM. |
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| ADDITION |
[Feb. 22nd, 2005|03:57 pm] |
In addition to the theory listed below I am going to make some modifications. I talked to Mr. Valente and he did say the universe was expanding at an accelerating rate. He also said the idea that if an object was given an initial velocity it would not accelerate in space, only travel that velocity. The only possible explanation I can think of right now for the universe expanding at AN ACCELERATING rate would be if there was something attracting, pulling the universe outwards maybe towards a finite point, or maybe accelerating with the universe and expanding and being attracted to something else, it could be a chain of these, but for simple explanation let's assume that the universe is being attracted to a outside "wall" around the universe, possibly just a ring wall and the universe is being attracted only horizontally and vertically, which would give more support to my spiraling theory, but let's assume that either way there is something attracted our universe and pulling everything outward towards it, except the center of the universe which has equal attraction on all sides. If this were true, as the universe gets closer to this attraction the pull would become stronger and stronger, accelerating it more and more until it slammed into this "wall". Now after this I can add the theory that once the universe slams into this wall, this wall would disappear and the universe would have been "pushed" in the opposite way it had been expanding and since the momentum is conserved all the objects would be pushed inward towards the center of the universe where they would all form an infinitely dense object, waiting for it to restart again. Another possibility would be after it slams the wall and destroys it, there would be no more attraction towards expansion and the center of the galaxy would be the strongest attraction and eventually everything would be attracted to the C.U. I am very rushed for time, have 4 tests in the next 2 days so I need to study, I will theorize more on this later.
In other news, I didn't sleep much last nite and spent most of it thinking more about the Student Council President Election speach I want to present. Here is a few ideas I thought up. About 2 months before I will write up my speach, I will memorize it working almost every day reciting it so I have it flush in my memory. When it comes time to present it I will introduce myself say the position I am running for and then say "To show how serious I am about this position I have memorized my speach to show my dedication", and I would fling the paper on the ground for dramatical effect. Then I would recite my speach all from memory. A few things I thought about adding in my speach would be to talk to Mrs. Hoffman before-hand and find out if it is possible to add polls to the BBS, if it is I would propose adding polls on issues we need resolved in the school with the students voting to decide. When a new poll is posted on the BBS students would be notified by the blue screen and morning announcements. People would have so every long, probably a couple days to vote on it by logging in to their BBS and accessing their poll section and voting. This would make our school even more democratic and a very good way to make sure the majority of the students are satisfied. Another idea I wanted to throw in the speach would be to ask the students to vote on their president based on who they see infront of them now, not what the person has done in the past, what they are doing now and what you think they will do in the future. I would also like to mention at the beginning for comedic relief that "I've been through hell and am not finished; 2 years of chemistry, hopefully 2 years of physics, and some BC Calculus to top of the sundae. This of course would only be added if I pass the Pre-Calc exam, still pending to see Mr. Stoye to see what Dr. Christopher said when he met with him. I will mention that I am ambitious, creative, and a hard worker. I like to have fun just like everyone else, but I know when I have to be serious, and I get things done. I would like to see new ideas introduced as fundraisers and trips, one such trip I suggested to Mr. Valente would be one to the Museum of Science... can't remember the full name, the science museum in NY. Anyway I think that would be a great trip for the incomming Juniors as an introduction to physics. I would like to see new fund raisers, I like dances would like to see them on a monthly basis, some more themes to them to make them more interesting, maybe bring back graduated seniors to promote more attendance. ( talk to Dr. C first to see if possibility ) I talked to Dr. Christopher and he said it would be a possibility to camp out next year when it is warm as a fundraiser for the school on the beach. I think this would be magneficient and maybe we can even incorporate some learning about the different animals we see at night, or the change we notice in tides, or things of this effect. I am a very creative person and trust me if you elect me, this is only the beginning.
**Update : name of museum is Liberty Science Center. |
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| GRRR |
[Feb. 21st, 2005|05:26 pm] |
Well now i'm really pissed, I just spent about 20 minutes explaining my theory then the page moved back and I lost it all, well I'm gonna rewrite it due to the importance of this theory to me so here goes.
These theories about to be stated all began with time dilation chapter in our physics book after I was going to study for the retake I have to do with Mr. Valente. The picture below shows that of an expanding universe spiraling outward. For these theories I will assume the universe is spiraling outward from the C.U. (center of the universe). I will later assume that it is not spiraling but expanding in a 3-Dimensional pattern, possible more, but I am yet to theorize on that so here goes. In the picture below it assumes that time is not a rate, but more the location of the object you are measuring in reference to the expansion of the universe. As you spiral outward further from the center of the universe you approach different "times", we will assume that the rate of which the universe expands is constant for these theories but I may later theorize that the rate is accelerating, which I believe is what is commonly accepted due to the electromagnetic spectrum analysis. So here begins my theory...
The velocity at which the universe expands, let it be the variable c. When you travel at variable c, if you are inside the universe not moving in reference to visible objects, the rate of which you approach different times is constant, which would be c. If you gain a velocity, the rate at which you move to different times slows down, because vectorially assuming the universe is more then 3-Dimensional no matter which way you move (unless possibly you know which way the universe is expanding), when you gain a velocity you will be moving slower then c and against the expansion of the universe, but you will not be moving back in time, just slowing the rate at which time changes. If you are on a bus that is moving at a constant velocity and you walk opposite the direction the bus is moving, but slower then the speed of the bus, you will still be moving the same direction as the bus, just at a slower speed. To apply this to the universe if you are moving less then c, or the speed of expansion, you will still be moving through time just not at as fast a rate as normal. Now back to the bus, if you are moving opposite the direction the bus is moving with the same speed, if the bus had an infinite length, you would be at the same location until you or the bus changed its velocity. In context with the universe, if you are moving the same speed but the opposite direction as the expansion of the universe, you would be stuck in one time and time would not move for you. If you move faster then the bus is moving in the opposite direction, you would approach previous locations you and the bus had been to. If you move faster then c in the opposite direction, you would approach previous "times" that you had been in before. If we were to assume that the Universe was a spiral tunnel from the inside that keeps expanding outward and you with it, like a spiral tube with water constantly being shot through it and you are trying to travel the opposite way the water is. You would have to reach the same speed of the water in the exact opposite direction of the water (although it is constantly changing due to the spiral) to visit previous times. You cannot skip a previous time to get to one before that and it would be extremely hard to calculate at what speed you would have to travel to get to a certain time because if you are not traveling the same direction of the inward spiral only the speed which is towards the inward spiral would bring you against the expansion.
Now your probably wondering how to approach the future. Well we cannot approach our future because it is the end of the tunnel. If we were to assume our present is the end of the tunnel, but is curved, if we tried to move in the direction of the expansion of the universe, we would be like entering an arc. We would enter the arc at a certain speed + c and leave the arc going the opposite way of the expansion of the universe at a certain speed + c and we would be leaving the arc going back in time at a certain speed, if this was true then we would keep traveling back in time because in space there is no friction in this idea. If we were to say the universe expands at an accelerating rate, this would work, because as long as our speed isn't great enough to reach the C.U. the universe would accelerate and eventually we would be moving with the acceleration of the universe again.
The easiest way to explain all this would be to imagine the universe as an expanding string from one side. The string is in an outward spiral that keeps increasing in length on one side and if you were to mark a spot on the string you were now, as the string lengthened and you were always located at the end of the string, the mark would appear further and further away from you. That mark represents a certain time.
Now let me think upon the idea that if the universe wasn't spiraling outward...
If the universe was expanding in all directions from a center, accelerating its expansion rate. In the 3-Dimensional view this is very interesting because as the object expands away from the center ofr the universe would it be moving upwards or downwards away from the object? If it were moving neither and just horizontally away from the C.U., the object would have to have an increasing rotational and linear velocity to remain in orbit with the C.U., as its radius from the C.U. increases. This would become the same thing as an outwards spiral because if the universe is expanding and orbiting the C.U. it would create an outward spiral. The only way around this would be to assume that something is attracting these objects outside the universe, which as the outside of the universe gets closer to the object(s) that are attracting the universe, it would have a larger attraction and thereby accelerating it. Although it doesn't seem practical, this would be able to explain the acceleration of the expansion of the universe if the universe didn't accelerate at a constant rate. I believe though if the universe did accelerate at a constant rate, this expansion wouldn't be needed because once the universe started expanding it would keep expanding at the same accelerating rate. This is where my knowledge, limits me, if you pushed someone in space and they were traveling at 10 m/s in 10 seconds would they still be traveling at 10 m/s or would they be accelerating? I believe they would be accelerating and at a constant rate of acceleration. |
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| Time Dilation |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|05:00 pm] |
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I really have a problem accepting Time Dilation, I really don't think time slows down... I think time is non existant and meaningless in the universe. It is just created by us humans, and in the universe time is endless and boundless, things don't happen at times, they just happen. I need to expand more on this, but just needed to get it out of my head while I explain Einstein's equations mathematically and conceptually. |
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| To Do List |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|03:40 pm] |
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My TODO Philosophy list is basically currently, when I get a chance I would like to think about all the possible reasons why the universe could be expanding or could just be APPEARING TO EXPAND due to the spectrum lines, when maybe it is really contracting or curving or heading towards a black hole which is taking the light away or something, don't know too much on the topic of the electromagnetic spectrum or whatever it is haha, for some reason I never really learned much about it. Although I need to write up a minilab explaining how we can tell the universe is expanding using these electromagnetic lines... Shit I have no idea, I can't remember, god bless the internet. |
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